Miscommuniation, misjudgement, miss everything lorrr!!

I might have been disqualified from the blogathon as I failed to update my blog every 30 minutes. I can't help it, I had a grading test. I didn't perform well in the test though. There a malay proverb for such thing  - yang dikejar tak dapat yang dikendong berciciran. I forgot the ending to pattern 9, I had a great start though, and I'm so frustrated. I sparred with Mimi and another girl, Shauni or something lah her name. I accidentally kicked Mimi's cheekbone and hit her left eye - at first I thought my heel hit her chin, wah lau, it hit her eye, and I feel bad about it. Fortunately, Mimi was alright. Actually, we had a pack before the sparrng. We told each other not to do so hard, or so lembik - so we decided to spar "semi-hard" lah. During the sparring, I kicked (pushed actually) her and she went out of the ring. During that 1 second break, I heard Mimi saying "do hard" - I thought she wanted me to stop playing and kick her hard, so that both of us will get the credit. hehehe - miscommunication - she said "tooo hard" instead of "do hard" - sorry ah Mimi, tak sengaja. Azlina did comment on my kicking techniques - "Alia, your turning kick is slow, you shouldn't use it. See how many times you fell down because of it". True, I fell down three times, but not because of turning kick, it's because of my reverse turning kick, or in wtf it is known as round-house kick. Again, miscommunication, in kungfu that reverse turning/round-house kick is called turning kick - how should I know lah. Herm, next time I'll remember to put more control on myself (I did, but I misjudge my capability and Mimi's defense - sorry again ah Mimi.) But Alex loushe told me that in a sparring, you could either kill your opponent or be killed - but then again, I overestimated the whole thing. Was so much influence by Alex loushe. Next time I'll remember to simply do what I did in my tkd sparring training (full control) in kungfu sparring, except during tournaments. I sms Alex loushe to ask whether I pass the exam or not because my last pattern s**k*, he replied "ok lah, check later" - aiyo, I expect some words of comfort lah from him, he's my teacher, I thought he'll at least show that he's concerned. Erm, husnu zann - maybe he was busy after the grading, and had little time to reply, so had to write it short. Erm, I would still blog until 8pm. After that I need an MC from blogging hehehehe. Although I might have been disqualified, I would still try my best to complete this marathon.