Everyday, interesting things happen in my life, because I want to view the occurences as interesting and precious to be shared with other people. But the problem is, when I finally have the time to sit in front of this pc, I tend to forget what I intended to write earlier. Herm...I'm so disorganized and kelam kabut. Every new year, my resolution would be - nak jadi lebih terurus, baca notes ahead of the class etc. So, I bought an organizer last year, hoping that I'd be a more organized person, jotting down all my homeworks and assignments etc. After two weeks I kept on forgetting to bring the organizer with me to univ...erm, and that's the end of the miss-well-organized-to-be.

Lukluk actually kinda forced me to write on all these tak senonoh advert and papan iklan. So today, I'll try to write about it lah. Do you realise that nowadays banyak papan iklan kat shopping complex macam agak terlampau sket, the pose etc. Last time there were not many yang macam tak senonoh, yerla, today, you just go to any departmental stores especially kat bahagian yang jual perfumes, make-ups etc, look at the posters and the boards. Aiyak, malu woo mau bawak adik kecik pigi sana. Orang bising pasal rape lah, molestation lah etc. Actually, these "alluring" posters on the billboards etc are some of the factors contributing to the increase in the sexual crime rate here in Malaysia. Well, at least that's what I think lah. Ok, imagine this, you prohibit kids to go to porn sites on the internet, but you provide the hot sexy mamas pictures here and there, in the magazines, shopping malls etc. As a human being, I myself am curious to know what's beyond that pictures, and where can I get more of them and am attracted and influenced to perhaps do the same thing. So I might end up searching the web for porn sites etc to satisfy my lust and curiosity. And perhaps when I've found these sites, I might wanna take another step further, I wanna be part of the picture, I might wanna at least feel how it is like, and the more extreme stage would be perhaps putting those porn pictures in my head into actions and finding a victim to satisfy myself, nauzubillah. And perhaps it'd be too late when I realised that I've wronged, I have sinned. And why am I putting myself as the example for clearer "illustration" here, bcos I don't want to pin-point to other people and I don't want to think that I'm the only good person on earth, I won't be influenced by all these, those people out there are the rotten ones, they will commit such mistakes and sins.And I would also like to clarify here lah, I'm not a rapist, or a murderer, or what ever lah linked to these sexual crimes thingy. It's just an illustration...but what if it really happens to me or any other people? These are the small, small things in our daily life that we overlooked and ignored. I'm grateful that I was given good and sound education on religion etc., but I'm still a human being, and bound to commit mistakes...won't you feel guilty in contributing to the increase of the number of pesalah jenayah seksual if such thing happens to me, or your friends and families? If you want to say that I'm being unrealistic, not practical and paranoid...well, think again. C'mon lah, don't tell me that you don't get this spark thingy inside your body when you "accidentally" (p/s: See? I'm a good person, I don't want to buruk sangka lah hehe) saw those x-rated pix on the internet, or the kissing part in a movie or even on the posters. Ok, my own experience, I think in Ramadhan few years back, I went to klcc and there's a shop selling stockings etc, I was looking at the wall, while my friend, Yong, "browsed" thru the socks. I saw a pix, of a man naked, sitting down on the floor, knees bend, hands folded, and placed on the knees, and head down (from side punya view lah) - so basically what I saw was his shoulders, one side of the face, the thighs, and of course the butt lah! (can't imagine it?, go to the shop lah hehehe -ish, tak bleh2, I shouldn't encourage such thing) Aiyo, was so terkejut and tarik Yong keluar from that shop. Wah! Boleh batal puasa tau kalau tengok lama2 >:)

Another thing that I don't understand is all these iklan pencerah kulit, pemutih kulit muka etc. Erm, pelik lah, how some ppl's brains operate. Apa kalau putih tuh lawa sangat ke? If I were born with dark skin, can't I be pretty with that colour? We're condeming the white people in the Western countries for being bias against the coloured people, even the term white vs. coloured people is damned wrong! But, we ourselves are being unjust to those who were born with darker skin than us. We associate the colour black with evil and destructions and this is definitely a kolot view, and a damned foolish ideology! How can you say black is ugly, look around you and think what is the definition of UGLY? A baby born crippled, is s/he ugly? A lady who had undergone mastectomy surgery, being "raped" from her womanly physical trait, is she ugly? A guy who had an accident, whole body paralysed - vege, is he ugly? The concept of ugly, hodoh, tak lawa, is all in the mind. We ourselves define what is ugly. Try to put ourselves in the place of the so-called ugly people or ugly beings/things yang kita sendiri label...would we be able to even think that another person is ugly?

- I've typed too much today, I'm supposed to write about my neighbour next door, my inconsistency of English grammar and Totto-chan, erm, will write tmr-