Friday, December 17, 2004

It is true!

I used to think that Melissa Gilbert is my elder sister. I didn't have any imaginary friends, but I did have an imaginary sister when I was a kid. It's funny how I could "adopt" a sister, when I've already have two elder sisters, and another sister who's 2 years younger than me. I guess, as a kid I was quite lonely. As we grew up, we became closer and the image of Melissa Gilbert, whom I called Mel, faded away.

I used to talk to her last time, well actually it was more like talking to myself.

It's funny because I think, I miss her...sometimes.

Perhaps it's because I'm a lot busier these days, I didn't even have the time to listen to myself talking.

Probably, last time I didn't have anybody to talk to, but I did feel good talking to myself. Now, I have so many people around me, so many words exchanged, but it feels so empty.

We take so many things in life for granted, at the end of the day, we get nothing out of them.


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