Wednesday, May 12, 2004

I'm having some kind of fever, demam kura-kura, turtle fever(?) hehehe. In the morning I would be ok, despite of some dizziness, but in the late afternoon till night I would be feverish and have an intense headache. I'm a lil bit ok at the moment, erm, what should I write for today's entry?

I'm trying to overcome my bad habit of biting my nails, in this one week time, my nails have grown longer compared to the past few months, they look funny!! And NO, I DON'T BITE MY TOE NAILS!! That's an insult!! Well, actually a friend asked me about it the other day.
I've just found out that Amber won the survivor all-star episode - read ir-tasneem's blog. I didn't follow the programme anymore, I was the loyal follower of survivor 1 but after the first season, I couldn't find anything or anybody interesting in the reality game show, so that's the end of survivor for me.
So what's the relevance of SURVIVOR and my life? People say the strong will outlast the weak and remain in power as long as their strength permits. But I think in the real world right now, it's not only the strong that will survive, but those who have manipulative minds and are able to put their manipulative nature into action would survive better. Being manipulative and an opportunist requires you to degrade your moral values and lowering yourself to the level worse than the animals. At least animals are not given the thinking faculty to consider whether their actions are right or wrong, they are following pure instinct that has been instilled in them by God. So when some people who are given the brain to think, instinct to consider and heart to feel, act like animals, they are of course worse than those creatures. What do you actually need to survive in this world - a lot of faith in God, knowledge, willpower, confidence and lots of love and mercy upon others.

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