I have two very2 big problems (not that I'm a homo, or have cancer). I have a bad habit of biting my fingernails and worse...I like to talk to myself especially in the car. Well, it's not really a weird thing to talk to yourself, many people do it (many also refuse to admit it)...it's like thinking aloud! In my case, I think aloud in the car (when I'm driving alone lah!), maybe bcos I consider it as my own private space. On the way back from Tesco, I switched off the radio. I like to listen to malay songs, and some english songs (especially josh groban's) and my sister think I'm so UNCOOL! I don't listen to those "tangkap leleh" malay songs yang meleret-leret sengau ntah ape2 tu. But some ballads, r n b, etc. By the way, if I'm so chokia, I won't buy josh groban's albums ok! You need to have good ears and excellent taste to listen to such songs (hehehe, sit inside a basket and lift it up myself - direction translation from malay proverb)...ok,ok, back to thinking aloud. In the car, unconsciously, I started to talk to myself.Zak was sitting at the back seat "akak ni merepek apa nih?", hehehe I told him I was commenting on a reckless driver driving at the next lane (good excuse eh!). He kept quiet and ate his power puff girls sweets...

Sometimes when people start to give me that "orang gile ker nih?" look , I would quickly pretend to move my head as if I'm singing to the beat la...see my brain very clever one. There was once I stopped at a traffic light and talked to myself, I realised that the driver at my left was looking directly at me so I pretended to adjust my ear-piece (hands-free) and checked my handphone.

Hey, it's good actually to talk to your own self. It's a way of bringing out the "too many" things that burden your mind. If you don't wanna die young, you better develop this habit very fast. I didn't die in my teens...so I didn't die at a young age rite? Tak tau la in the future hehehehe. Many men die at a younger age compared to women, why?Bcos women are very good at giving lecture while men are good at receiving it....so practically those men's brain were overloaded with unnecessary information and collapsed. Talk more, live longer! That's my theory la...